Learning!!

Sometimes people come into your life and you
know right away that they were meant to be
there...to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a
lesson or help figure out who you are or who you
want to become. You never know who these
people may be but you lock eyes with them, you
know that very moment that they will affect your
life in some profound way.

And sometimes things happen to you at the time
that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in
reflection you realize that without overcoming
those obstacles you would never realize your
potential, strength, will power or heart.

Everything happens for a reason. Nothing
happens
by chance or by means of luck. Illness, love, lost
moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all
occur to test limits of your soul.

Without these small tests, life would be like a
smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere
safe
and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.

The people you meet affect your life. The
successes and downfalls that you experience
can
create whom you are, and the bad experiences
can be learned from. In fact they are probably the
most poignant and important ones. If someone
hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart,
forgive
them because they have helped you learn about
trust and the importance of being cautious to
whom you open your heart.

If someone loves you, love them back
unconditionally, not only because they love you,
but also because they are teaching you to love
and
open your heart and eyes to little things. Make
every day count. Appreciate everything that you
possibly can, for you may never experience it
again.

Life As It Is

Myself!!!

Depression is something I am common to

Nothing to help me, nothing to pull me through

I am so lost in this life, this feeling

I have never found out the meaning why

Is it guilt or is it hate?

I can't say anything cos people cant relate it

I feel like crying

I feel like dying

Others would be happy, others would be sad

Some may even be mad

I can't stop feeling this way

No one wants to hear what I've got to say

....haihszz

The Lost, Fucked!!!Depression Expression!!

My Lost!!

My eye filled with tears

My head filled with fear

This pain inside i cannot understand

I can't find the answer from my palm of my hand

This pain in life that will not go away

Whateva life brings, come what may..

You think you know me

But you don't know shit

My mind has flee

The candle is not longer lit

Depression remaining through my soul

Do not know what to take as a role

Am I dead or am I alive?

A mortal or immortal?

Into the depths of hell I want to dive

Way deep into a fucking portal I'm fucked up

More broken than a jagged cup

Contemplated suicide

Soon thinking of genocide

Death is not my answer

So what is the only way out of a massacre??...

DON'T QUIT

When things goes wrong , as they some time will
When the road you are trudging, seem all up hill
When the fund are low but the debt are high
When you wanted to smile , but you had to sigh
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Then, rest if you must but don't you quit!

Life is Queer With twist and turn,
as eveyrone of us sometimes learns
And many a fellow turn about
Where he might have won had he stuck it out
Don't gave up when the pace seem slow,
You will success with another blow

To be Continue...

Lifes Tough!! But Why Worry? Cos I Have All Of You My Friend

"When Life Gets Tough"

"

My lifes not easy, but not to rough

Cause I have friends, when life gets tough

They're by my side, through thick and thin

They are there, over and over again

All of them are different, yet they're all the same

Know them all, not just by name

I know them deep, and how they act

All so sweet, and that's a fact

So this is just a poem to show

When life gets tough

Remember the people you know

And don't you give up!

-end-

The Second PERPER De'Shoe!!

Hey!! Here The second PERPER, This one is Call PERPER De'Shoe!! haha I will Update The Shoe Design Soon!! So Log In Time To Time, To CHeck Out!! hehe Gav Some Comment Yah !!

PERPER De'Shoe: Hello LAdies And Gentleman!!!

New Graphic Of Me *PERPER*

Here, is my new Graphix which i did today!!! heppiee!! Everyone Meet *PERPER*

PERPER: Hello Everyone, My Name is PERPER!!
BLOG Reader : HeLLO!! PERPER nice To Meet You!!
*OKay thats enough, Thats stupid enough!*

HAHA! dammit, the color is not accurate shit, its not like this... !! i will change it hopefully!!

COol Real Player skin.

coooll skin!!! for my real player!!!

OZY With My New Watch!!!

Last Weekend I Bought A New Emporio Armani Watch, WOW!!! COOL!!! So Happy!! here My Dear *OZY* Posing With The Watch!! This is My Dear Teddy Name OZY!! POse Pose Pose!!! ROCK!!!

Boring Working Day

What is happening this few weeks? Gosh is so damm bored. Not much thing to do in the office. Everyone is doing their own things. Gosh!! this is insane, its like working in prison!! yeah my friends is rite, prison they called. Well.. i will try to do something!! before i get i get fried Squit!!!
Editing picture, or searching for some picture...

Comment From Alex: Jasper you are lazy, lazy dumb ass, why dun you try to pratice up your graphic skill, is a good chance for you to pratice in such a boring time!!!

Jasperde'sakai: Lex, you dun understand me much, how can you be me? Is not i don't wanna practice my graphic, is because the whole environment doesn't inspire me anything to work on my graphix..!!!

Alex: Ouuu really? hpm... why not you try to start a little bit of ur graphix first, then slowly you will get the inspiration?? what you think?

Jasperde'sakai: hpmm isn't the bad idea huh!! alrite then , Tq

Plan For A Trip!!

Hooray!!! yeap, finally i can shout out loud for a trip to genting this weekend, actually not happy because of going to genting, is actually that i can relax and really play assuming its a holiday!!!! buahaha. so happy. i can't wait to go up the hill to enjoy myself *uelk* as if i am in a holiday mood DUH!! Blah!! i dun care about how i feel, as long as i am gonna go up there and enjoy myself. and BLah!! i dun care what am i going to do up there. i will jus be how i wan to be. hahaha so who wanna go?? hahaha

(Comment From Character two of Jasper) Alex: Jasper you are such a Idiot. why want to be who you wan to be? i tod all the while you are yourself? dun tell me that you are wearing mask when u are facing people.

Jasperde'sakai: Nope I am not, is jus too happy looking forward for the trip, so that i dun wan myself to be unhappy.Thats ALL MORON!!!

Is good to be GOOD!!

hi, i'm back.Happy chinese new year to eveyrone in the world.is being 3 weeks i never post anything here. Because working life is already being written down in my dairy. Started working in cyberjaya as a advertsing and graphic design post. i'm glad that i learned alot there. and hav to thank to my team leader Yigi and other team memeber who has help me alot. and also the other learder there. The people there is helpful and kind. eveyrone work underone roof.

I've learn alot of skill, short cuts way to complete my daily works in computer. and is cool. Currently, i'm still veyr slow in producing ads. i know i will boost up the speed. Alot of things to follow, system to understand, and ways to do. everything its has to be control by the time management. Its kinda tough sometimes for a fresh grad like me. Anyway, stay cool, workhard and be honest is still the best way to apply in current daily life. I will always remember the phrases which i've learn from my advertising leacture in cantonese " Zhou yan yiu zhong zhong zek zek, Kan Kan Lik Lik, yan kin yan Oi"
Translate in english "be a person hav to be be honest, work hard and then generally ppl will like u" its kinda cool huh!. i do think so. and the word which had created by me and my best frined CG.. is about the word " must" and "sure" apply this two words in to ur daily life and in positive way. is really useful. cos its keep on reminding to me must and sure complete something which hav promsie. its so strong and poweful.

Nowadays, Sakai here doesn't love to talk much, getting bad tempered day after day. Maybe ,it due to the energy which had used in the office. so is better to save some evergy and to move on further.. HPmm what you guys thing??? isit okay for me?

haha well anyway, is kinda late now, i gotta go to bed . Malaysia time 1.o3am and i hav to get up 7am in the morning haha. life is getting tougher now. Keep it up SAKAI !!!! you can do it.

Phrases Of the Day by Sakai:
* Try to be who you are and learn to love your self more and love the people around you more. Love your job more and try to get involve more, to be a succesful person. Speed up daily work "

ignorance of the nonsense

Early morning, ignore all those nonsence(dun really know what hav i done wrong?)at home and don't wanna feel bad. I quickly toook my towel rush into the bathroom and hav a god damm short morning bath, and there I go pack my things drive all the way to college although my class starts at 9.30am.but I hav already reach 1 1/2 hour early. Jus to ignore the nonsense going to happen at home. Well!! it isn't too bad for me to reach that early. hehe. cos of not having anything yet for my stomach b4 i step out the door. I had my lovely breakfast alone at Ming TIen, a plate of fried rice with sausages and shout HEY BOSS MILO PANasss SATUU..!!! ahhh feeling good.
while eating the tango song keep playing in my brain...tu tu tut ut tu... tut ut ut tu tu tu yeah. i feeling wonderful jus by observing ppl walking pass with the rythm in my brain.. Wondering how nice life was without nonsense.

In a sudden, a song lyrics pops up "How wonderful Life is while you're in the world" by elton john "your song"

Today is tuesday!!!! DUH!!

yeah! today is tuesday. who cares? right, here Sakai start writting. the whether nowadays is soo damm hot. don't fel like going out. so jus chill my self at home, surfing around. Sending resume to some advertising company and hopefully to get a suitable job for sakai(myself). Supposingly,today planning to go out and hav some nice lunch with ching yee, hooi wan and billy. we finally cancel, due to the inconvenien for some of them. haha ..Nevermind la.catch up later ya!!!!

Ermm... this few days my friend intro one my some new song. Its pretty cool. Its called

  " Tu Es Foutu "  by Ingrid

 Music midi sample >

Its pretty cool...