Life As It Is

Myself!!!

Depression is something I am common to

Nothing to help me, nothing to pull me through

I am so lost in this life, this feeling

I have never found out the meaning why

Is it guilt or is it hate?

I can't say anything cos people cant relate it

I feel like crying

I feel like dying

Others would be happy, others would be sad

Some may even be mad

I can't stop feeling this way

No one wants to hear what I've got to say

....haihszz

The Lost, Fucked!!!Depression Expression!!

My Lost!!

My eye filled with tears

My head filled with fear

This pain inside i cannot understand

I can't find the answer from my palm of my hand

This pain in life that will not go away

Whateva life brings, come what may..

You think you know me

But you don't know shit

My mind has flee

The candle is not longer lit

Depression remaining through my soul

Do not know what to take as a role

Am I dead or am I alive?

A mortal or immortal?

Into the depths of hell I want to dive

Way deep into a fucking portal I'm fucked up

More broken than a jagged cup

Contemplated suicide

Soon thinking of genocide

Death is not my answer

So what is the only way out of a massacre??...

DON'T QUIT

When things goes wrong , as they some time will
When the road you are trudging, seem all up hill
When the fund are low but the debt are high
When you wanted to smile , but you had to sigh
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Then, rest if you must but don't you quit!

Life is Queer With twist and turn,
as eveyrone of us sometimes learns
And many a fellow turn about
Where he might have won had he stuck it out
Don't gave up when the pace seem slow,
You will success with another blow

To be Continue...

Lifes Tough!! But Why Worry? Cos I Have All Of You My Friend

"When Life Gets Tough"

"

My lifes not easy, but not to rough

Cause I have friends, when life gets tough

They're by my side, through thick and thin

They are there, over and over again

All of them are different, yet they're all the same

Know them all, not just by name

I know them deep, and how they act

All so sweet, and that's a fact

So this is just a poem to show

When life gets tough

Remember the people you know

And don't you give up!

-end-

The Second PERPER De'Shoe!!

Hey!! Here The second PERPER, This one is Call PERPER De'Shoe!! haha I will Update The Shoe Design Soon!! So Log In Time To Time, To CHeck Out!! hehe Gav Some Comment Yah !!

PERPER De'Shoe: Hello LAdies And Gentleman!!!

New Graphic Of Me *PERPER*

Here, is my new Graphix which i did today!!! heppiee!! Everyone Meet *PERPER*

PERPER: Hello Everyone, My Name is PERPER!!
BLOG Reader : HeLLO!! PERPER nice To Meet You!!
*OKay thats enough, Thats stupid enough!*

HAHA! dammit, the color is not accurate shit, its not like this... !! i will change it hopefully!!

COol Real Player skin.

coooll skin!!! for my real player!!!

OZY With My New Watch!!!

Last Weekend I Bought A New Emporio Armani Watch, WOW!!! COOL!!! So Happy!! here My Dear *OZY* Posing With The Watch!! This is My Dear Teddy Name OZY!! POse Pose Pose!!! ROCK!!!

Boring Working Day

What is happening this few weeks? Gosh is so damm bored. Not much thing to do in the office. Everyone is doing their own things. Gosh!! this is insane, its like working in prison!! yeah my friends is rite, prison they called. Well.. i will try to do something!! before i get i get fried Squit!!!
Editing picture, or searching for some picture...

Comment From Alex: Jasper you are lazy, lazy dumb ass, why dun you try to pratice up your graphic skill, is a good chance for you to pratice in such a boring time!!!

Jasperde'sakai: Lex, you dun understand me much, how can you be me? Is not i don't wanna practice my graphic, is because the whole environment doesn't inspire me anything to work on my graphix..!!!

Alex: Ouuu really? hpm... why not you try to start a little bit of ur graphix first, then slowly you will get the inspiration?? what you think?

Jasperde'sakai: hpmm isn't the bad idea huh!! alrite then , Tq

Plan For A Trip!!

Hooray!!! yeap, finally i can shout out loud for a trip to genting this weekend, actually not happy because of going to genting, is actually that i can relax and really play assuming its a holiday!!!! buahaha. so happy. i can't wait to go up the hill to enjoy myself *uelk* as if i am in a holiday mood DUH!! Blah!! i dun care about how i feel, as long as i am gonna go up there and enjoy myself. and BLah!! i dun care what am i going to do up there. i will jus be how i wan to be. hahaha so who wanna go?? hahaha

(Comment From Character two of Jasper) Alex: Jasper you are such a Idiot. why want to be who you wan to be? i tod all the while you are yourself? dun tell me that you are wearing mask when u are facing people.

Jasperde'sakai: Nope I am not, is jus too happy looking forward for the trip, so that i dun wan myself to be unhappy.Thats ALL MORON!!!